Temptation and Confusion; the two biggest weaknesses to any human mind. The agony it can cause is brutal and harsh but it can also serve as a lesson learnt. Week 3 is a week of confessions.
This week has been so difficult to wrap my thoughts around. I found out that the lady who had the stroke survived and is better than ever. I got a gorgeous four page thank you letter. She told me that
Everything happens for a reason. My advice to you is to be 21. Youíre smart and beautiful inside and out. You saved my life Emily. I will never thank you enough.
This broke my heart and it scared me. Iíve spent all week tempted to know what boys thought of me so I joined okaycupid.com and you know what? Thereís no feelings of guilt. Confusion is another story,
Iím a curvy size 10 not toned but curvy where needed and Iíve been told to get liposuction and lose weight. These vices are influencing my actions. Should it though? I mean I'm comfortable with a figure but now I can't focus my insides are a mess. The human mind is only as strong as itís weakest flaw.
I guess mine was never physical but itís my internal feelings.
Internal weakness of the mind and the heart. This may make sense. Mr Nerdy fitness is starting to change his attitude towards me. Heís becoming more more flirty but distant. Normally Iíll convert my actions to keep someone close so I don't break but I didnít this time. I stood my ground.
A win for myself I thinkÖ?
So week three has been my biggest blunder and triumph if you willÖ
Explains my desire of a quill tattoo.. since we are our own authors.